People need to stop acting like they know what’s best for somebody. You don’t know what they want or need in their life so shut up. I think everybody has an idea of what they want so they don’t need someone else trying to make decisions for them that don’t even matter.
Thursday May 5 @ 08:07amI’ve become such a bitter person all because of you.
Thursday May 5 @ 08:07amMy emotions have changed instantly..
Wednesday May 5 @ 10:40amI’m terrified to see something I don’t want to know about. Yet I keep checking constantly until I do find what I’m afraid of. Ironic isn’t it.
Wednesday May 5 @ 12:28am
Wednesday May 5 @ 12:21am
Hailey // Lydia
And Hailey, if you’re out there, I hope you made it through December.
David Hamilton
I was finally starting to be okay. My relationship was going back to normal, I started to realize who was really there for me, I stopped doing idiotic things, I matured more than I already was, and over all I was going back to the old me again. Just a few hours ago I was having the greatest day you could possibly imagine, even know I’ll admit I miss him. But that one person ruins everything. In fact they’ve ruined the rest of my life and it’s sad to admit that as long as I’m in the relationship I’m in you’ll always be right there torturing me. There are no words to explain how much hatred I have for you and what you’ve done to me. Because of everything that happened I instantly became a new person with a complete different view on everything. Just because of you. And I hope you don’t think I’m intimidated by you or frightened, you’ll never know my real feelings for you. I shouldn’t let this take over me so much but, I’m not as strong as I once was, no one could ever imagine why. I wish I could’ve killed my curiosity the moment I picked up my phone..
Tuesday May 5 @ 11:11amI’m afraid sleeping it off won’t help this time.
Tuesday May 5 @ 02:34amIt’s been a while since these feelings have consumed me and hopefully I don’t go back to how I use to be. I was a wreak and unstable, I stopped eating, talking, being myself and most importantly; caring. I remembering being so lifeless throughout the entire day. Everything I did was fake, no one knew all the words and emotions that I was giving out were lies covering up the rage inside me. Till this day I will not speak of it only to protect the view the people around me have, an myself. I don’t want to be that dull sick person again. I’m, I was so happy just four hours ago having a great day just like I have been these past three months. I don’t know what I’ll do from here. I surely will go on with my day panicking with all the thoughts filling my head worrying me all the damn time. Since when did I become such a pathetic person?
Tuesday May 5 @ 02:25amWriting about me and calling me a “dumbass” because I decided to stay for 3 years with someone I care for. Who do you seriously think you are? The rage and depression going on in me right now is just ridiculous.
Tuesday May 5 @ 01:29amI literally want to burst out in tears but I keep biting my lip as hard as possible. Why do you have that one thing I want, why did you have to ruin it for me and take that away. It’s not fair, I don’t care how stupid I should feel for wanting that now or any time soon, but I do. And it kills me too see that you’re the one who got it before me. It kills me! I can’t pretend to be happy and fix everyone else’s problems when I’m over here trembling about to lose it. I hate you so much; words can’t even describe how much pain you’ve caused me these past months. Why can’t you just go away. Why can’t it be my way. I was doing so well, I left that dark place I was slowing falling into I really was. What now…I can’t even breath and my heart is beating out of control. I should have never looked for you, this is the price I pay. I was finally going to the old me. Fuck that and fuck you, because of you I’ll never be the same you ripped that away from me.
Tuesday May 5 @ 01:07am
Sunday May 5 @ 04:37am
Sunday May 5 @ 12:53am
